if today was the last day...

My status update for today: what if today could be the day. today could be the best day. ever wonder if today was going to be the last day to have a day, to make someone ones day, to be in someones way...

i always hear that question "what if today was your last day..." and i've thought about it occasionally, what would i do if today was going to be my last day... what would i do? where would my loyalties lie, who would i want to see, spend my last moments with, where would i want to depart? i've thought, from time to time, do i want to be alone? I am honestly a very independant person and i DEFINITELY need my own space, but it's more and more apparent to me now, that i do also crave companionship. and why? i refuse to ever be dependant on another human being again, but... i do admit that dealing with 2 little girls all the time, having an adult around consistently is quite nice.

i have thought of so many good blogs lately, but haven't had time to write. i think this needs to change and stay changed.

so... lets catch up, shall we?

i've got paying gigs now for photography! woohoo! and i have to admit, i'm pretty inexpensive... but i LOVE it so much. it's more for my pleasure than for the cash... but it's a HUGE accomplishment!! :) i've got great subjects tho! ;)

went to Waco... i will write about that later. HUGELY AMAZING AND WONDERFUL TIME! i felt like a huge weight came off my shoulders when i came back.

work... sucks.

male species: hhmmm, try again.

haven't seen any good movies... but i want to! lots that i want to see!

Church... well... i think i'm gonna move.

ok. so... what if it was your last day and you knew it was your last day (doing whatever, being whatever, living whatever)... where would you go... what would you do... how would you finish it?