I've been feeling an overwhelming sense of excitement lately!! It's energizing and lifting, esp compared to how i've felt the last couple weeks... So this unknown reason of excitement makes me want to go out and play!! :) and play (hard) I will soon... But I have to wonder where this feeling comes from. While I know that feeling are fickle and you shouldn't make decisions solely based on ur feelings, one has to ask, how can I feel something so strong and not know why or what the source of the change in mood and demenor comes from?
When God speaks to us, supernaturally, this is often how it happens. It's like a thought or leading or vision that u get outta nowhere that hits u... Sometimes instantly... W/out warning. And that's what this has been like. And my hope (prayer) is that it all is a God ordained event that I'm moving onto the next big phase or challenge in my life, but you just gotta ask... God, is this it?
Also... I find it highly interesting that people can be so similar yet so different. And how you yourself can have such strong beliefs and/or convictions yet such contradicting feelings and tendancies. It's throughly intriguing. Bc we all know. You cannot be hot and cold at the same time. (unless in the physical sense you are sick) but... There's got to be some merit or just, Something to be said I suppose for someone who can empathize for more than one side of the fence.
Anyways. I guess with all the rabbit trails this truly was the randomness of random.
I'm sitting outside on this beautiful day, enjoying the amazing sun and pretty trees that are keeping me more than ill (allergies). But man, I just can't help myself. (contradicting again, huh? I really can't help myself, none more true for a metaphor)
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